Hat & Gloves

     Yes, I leave the house every day with my hat and gloves; i realized how 'old school' that sounded esp., thinking of women from back in the day with regards to proper street attire.  These days, i'm talking about my ball cap and bike gloves;   Of course i've been buying a lot of my hats off of Ughh.com, which has some nice selections, if not enough sizes. today it is a brown hat,

  Nice ani't it.  I like it but my sticker is more in the center of the bill instead of off to the side, which i should copy or remove;

it is friday and i'm not feeling up to my basic duties today; hopefully my rent check will clear and the most i need to worry about is eating for the rest of the month; that reminds me i should do a couple of things..

yeah, i'm tripping on money, and how much i would like to have extra; so i was looking at my funds trying to figure out where i could shave a little off; barely got the rent in bank so i would do well to add a few coins to that accounting; which means, borrowing from peter to cover paul.

 the max of course is $255.00 bucks, which will just about cover a bit of verizon and pg&e and maybe leave me some change..like at the most 50 bucks if that; whatever;

I am holding out doing it cause i wanted to be free and clear this kind of debt; but here i am again considering the options

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     so, 

on the art front, I've been doing a bit of drawing; 

 like the small sketch of Curt J.  whom can be found on flickr.com, as one of

Here in Van Nuys'

models, Andy takes such great picture and his pictures of Curt are outstanding.

i've been a bit caught up with drawing some boys i found on amazona.com,

which is an adult site; but the photography can be tasteful and often rather well done, almost arty.  Come to think of it I haven't heard from my 

penpal in quite a while;  I hope he has not gotten himself into another jam; I was kinda stern with him about asking me for money; which i don't like to send; but i did for him just this once; now he's absent, hmmmmmmmmmmmmm..  I'm really rather hungry right now and wished i'd fried that chicken this morning..cause i would have had some lunch today; oh, well, gonna be a hard nite and long ride home tonight.

 I owe my mother a return call:

yeah, she did  call me a few days back and i've been meaning to get back in touch; she sounded happy, or at least well rested; i hope all is well on the home front; 

 O.K., now i'm revisiting the problem, since the bid for ace payday advance just failed through cause now the rules have changed and my old addressed check will not work, according to the clerk i ran into this morning; i just checked my bank account and though i don't see the rent check as having come through, i'm short a bit of money for it to clear at least 40 to 50 bones; of course i'm still short the verizon and pg&e as well, so my shit is up the creek right now..and me i'm frozen in limbo don't know what to deal with .. afraid to spend a dime in any direction now that netflix and already come through;

so, i sent in a reimbursement request for $55.00 bones, which should off set my account enough to cover the check assuming they don't try to cash it between now and say thursday which will take my transit tax shelter account that long to process and deposit the said monies; this would leave me about 4.00 bones after all is settled and still the verizon and pg&e are outstanding..what's a boi to do; 

my porn whould be in my mail box when i get home tonight, depending on how it was packaged, 

tracking had this to say:

	Delivered, June 14, 2010, 2:36 pm, EMERYVILLE, CA 94608
	Out for Delivery or Available at PO Box, June 14, 2010, 9:22 am, EMERYVILLE, CA 94608
	Sorting Complete, June 14, 2010, 8:52 am, EMERYVILLE, CA 94608
	Arrival at Post Office, June 14, 2010, 5:05 am, EMERYVILLE, CA 94608
	Processed through Sort Facility, June 13, 2010, 12:24 am, OAKLAND, CA 94615
	Processed through Sort Facility, June 11, 2010, 8:31 pm, OPA LOCKA, FL 33054
	Electronic Shipping Info Received, June 11, 2010

so i can only assume; maybe my neighbor took the package and placed it on my door, cann't say until i get home..   A LITTLE CLOSE UP of a rather old painting; just love the expression so much..though the work is rather crude and colored rather dirty or muddy in affect..i still enjoy this work, but probably for different reasons than at first.

 Treading Water; drowning in mediocrity and uselessness;

  well,  I managed to receive my videos, i managed to file for the small claim on my pretax account; i haven't looked at my bank account to see what has gone down there__essentially i am holding my breath; I've come to realize, slowly, I'm running out of or out of certain items that i deem essential to my well being; like, soap, coffee, fruits&vegetables,  cigarettes, weed, lotion,

    in spite of it all my mind has been going the way of men in the summer heat; so far the heat is none too high, but the men seem to be everywhere; and a lot of it seems aimless, appearance for the sake of seeming constructive yet you can tell they are up to nothing..too much free time.

 but i am watching them none the less,

 i suspect i do have a type; though i am subject to notice 'non typical' as well; what is my type?

•   black or a shade of brown tinged with yellow
•    the hair black, straight or woolly soft, thick &  curled
•   forehead projecting and or convex & arched; nose thick, wide & mouth large
•   cheek bones projecting
•   well endowed but not like a horse
  
• youthful but not restricted to age
• skinny but body definition
• fragile but not weak
• sensitive but not a cry baby
• intelligent but not arrogant
  
• polite manner with a keen sense of fairness
• creative

     Perhaps this list is too much; i hadn't really thought about whether or not i could actually find all these qualities in one person (man).  Hell I'm not sure i embody all of these qualities;
     Yeah, these bad boys are my new sneakers, one thing i did right for my brithday; got them on sale in fact; the material is said to be water proof so i spend a little time cleaning them up and/or keeping them clean; nothing like white sneakers..

  Yeah, i'm wondering what's up wit my pen pa Ryan M. seems he's busy, and hasn't had the time to send me a few words;

i hope he is o.k., being in prison